Death

There is no meaning and the depression is so deep that thoughts of suicide become a daily recurring noise in one's head. She has found the final release from that which has become an unbearable burden to her - her own life. The apology scrawled on the shower door is not meant as some last minute change of heart, but simply regret that someone else will have to clean up the mess.

Divinatory Meanings: Release from old patterns. The end of something that has become burdensome or meaningless.

Reversed - Holding onto something even when you know it's finished. Fear of change.